Is love good or bad

I mean is love really worth it????well let me just start from the beginning OK I like a girl from school and her name is ambrocia she knows that I like her but I am not sure that she likes me if you know what I mean  we both like tether ball like when I hit the ball hard she hits the ball hard to like yesterday in P.E. class when she ran I felt like well I don't really know what I was feeling you know I mean like yea sure I love her but it wasn't like that feeling you know it was something different I don't know what but it was different it was sorta like the fact that I like her but in a different way I don't know what but it was different I wrote a poem about love and it started out like this.......love is strong love is powerful love is not war love is peace love is happiness but I don't know if that is right or not my gut tells me yes......but I am saying no I don't know wich one to trust anymore my gut or myself I just don't know I just don't know.